i'm 21 ... today it's 28th of february .... i've become aware of the things many ppl try to ignore: this is my life, good to the last drop, and it's ending one minute at a time. i realize that someday i will die. i realize that i'm not some kind of special person ... i'm just like all those 6 billions ppl outthere. in that, i'll try to find peace from now on.
[some time later]
again, i spent the last two days in disturbance, actively searching for answers. what shall i do now? how should i live my life? am i bound to this "try to get more money" run? do i need all this thing society makes me believe i need? i think not. i should work, do a good job, be a professional in order to obtain the least needed for supporting my life. in doing that, i should contribute to mankind's progress, the overall evolution of our race from the common man's point of view ... though i'm not convinced it's progress we(i) need. beside that, the most important thing is to ever-improve myself. in every way i can, but first of all, in the spiritual way. should i achieve perfection, enlightenment, the state of bliss yoga (religion) promises, i would unite with the cosmic omnipresent energy, return to the absolute, attain god. in that i will find my liberation.
[some time later]
again, i spent the last two days in disturbance, actively searching for answers. what shall i do now? how should i live my life? am i bound to this "try to get more money" run? do i need all this thing society makes me believe i need? i think not. i should work, do a good job, be a professional in order to obtain the least needed for supporting my life. in doing that, i should contribute to mankind's progress, the overall evolution of our race from the common man's point of view ... though i'm not convinced it's progress we(i) need. beside that, the most important thing is to ever-improve myself. in every way i can, but first of all, in the spiritual way. should i achieve perfection, enlightenment, the state of bliss yoga (religion) promises, i would unite with the cosmic omnipresent energy, return to the absolute, attain god. in that i will find my liberation.
