[00:17 29:October:2007]
for each lifetime our souls travel to different planets. astrology is the algorithm by which the next world is chosen. maybe we're not meant to physically go to other worlds, in spaceships. maybe that'll create a paradox, if even possible at all. or perhaps we'll meet our dead friends and family?
[00:47 5:November:2007]
maybe we're no different than any other species on this planet. maybe the our self-awareness is just an illusion and we're just a species that have no purpose more than an animal, or a plant, or anything else for that matter. survive and evolve is all we really can do, all we're meant to do. and there's no meaning to life and purpose to our existence, these are artificial, natural result of our arrogance (thinking we're the most advanced species ever) these questions are just in our heads, an self created illusion.
[19:58 11:November:2007]
Nobody knows who they are, everybody is just going through life trying to make something out of it. And it's unlikely they'll be able to in the end. The few enlightened ones that do, are not going to tell you anything, they can't help you, you have to figure it out for yourself, or fail at figuring it out for yourself. Either way. Myself, i guess i'm just not mature enough to deal with things in this way. I can't stop obsessing about the lack of answers and understanding ... yet
